What's it called when you laugh and blubber at the same time?

This is not a joke. I need to find a new word that describes what I do when I watch my daughter perform.

Lubbering?

That's always my reaction, even if she's performing wonderful comedy as part of her comedy troupe at Emerson College.

The stuff is genuinely funny but I lubber because I'm amazed at what his human being has become. She was this tiny pink ball at birth who couldn't do anything. For the longest time, all she could do is eat and poop. I mean months on end.

And now she this consummate performer, and brilliant young woman, who will graduate into the entertainment world next year. She's confident in her performances and fully vested in character.

Here's where you can see her: Welcome to Heaven - YouTube.

I don't expect you to lubber.

Peace and laughter unto all of you my brothers and sisters.